Wednesday, December 01, 2010
everything went as normal this morning. pondered going to sch by another route depending on which bus came first. went via normal route cos 39 came first. MRT -> clementi -> SIM. reached clementi at normal time, walked to one bus stop b4 to wait for 184 and collected the morning newspaper at the meantime. Bus came and i sat at the back as usual. Bus turns in to the clementi mrt bus stop. Weirdly today like not alot of ppl. The 2 girls i talked abt from last time boarded the bus. I was reading the newspaper when they came and sat right beside me. I dont know if they saw me then come sit there one or what cos in front got alot of seats to choose from but they came to the back. =S I was like 'omgomg.' I dont know why im feeling so panicky abt that. obviously i cant concentrate on my newspaper anymore, so i kept it and tried to look calm. I was thinking.. 'should i try to start a conver. but wouldnt that seem damn weird? how should i start anw!' AHH. that's driving me nuts. i think i handled that situation badly. it's so easy to say that u will do smth when u're not that person but when it comes to u actually in that scenario, ur brain goes overload and u dont know what to do.
ANW. had a weird dream today which i cant rmb the details as usual. it was smth abt someone in class being the owner of Govt House from coursework 2. DAMN RANDOM. HAHAHA. today confirm go np lunch then do lab at somewhere nice again.
Sanji came by @
8:25:00 AM