Saturday, January 16, 2010
For best experience reading this post, please refer to the words quoted between asterisks (*). Listen to those songs while reading to get an idea of how im feeling, typing this.
I told you the real story of me.. What happened in the past. Not many ppl know this cos i only tell a few ppl.. *currently playing -someone who lives in your heart- in the background* feels like a good song to post something sad.. haha. Okay, i was saying i was telling u my story, after u told me abt ur first stead. It was a long story.. It took like 80 mins to tell u part 1 which happened arnd 6 years ago, and 20 mins to tell u abt part 2 which happened last year. It was a weird experience.. Quite some time since i've not rlly thought abt this.. yes i got talk to her but i nvr thought abt our past.. My heart felt cold.. It was like reliving that period again. *song changes to -That's why you go away-* So sad... I remembered the time i asked you out.. Rmb the happy times we had.. And our "courtship" bestfriends time. Telling you all this was me trying to be honest.. It was time too, now that we're more or less stable. Im typing damn slowly.. That's why always new song.. hahaha. *25 minutes* Now having heart to heart talk with you.. u're telling me all the feelings u had last time also.. Im happy u're telling me this.. because it shows that u trust me and see me more like im rlly attached to you. ^^ All the things u did, trust me, u're not foolish, u're not dumb.. We were just unable to control our emotions.. and because of this inability to control our emotions, we do dumb things.. It's normal my dear.. Think on the good side.. Thru all these, we experienced smth new.. we learnt smth new.. With each step, we get stronger. Tonight is a special night. We're coming clean with each other abt our past rs. Hahaha.. it may not seem much, but it seems to mean a lot to me. i dont know why.. let's make this last alright? Love them in the past, we were not wrong. Because.. It is never wrong to love. final song *Paint my love* Enjoy the song everyone!!
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