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Sunday, November 16, 2008

Went bowling today!! OMG I FINALLY GOT MY VERY FIRST CLEAN GAME! It certainly felt good!!

AND ANOTHER RECORD FOR THE DAY! I BROKE MY ALL-TIME HIGHSCORE OF 225! NOW IT's 235! HAHAHA. Omg. If only you were here to share the joy with me..

I'm going to book in tml and be away for 2 weeks. I won't see you online.. Maybe i will get to use the com there. You didn't reply ANY of my emails. It makes me wonder if you've read them at all. What you said the other day.. I wish there aren't any hidden hints between the lines.. So what if we are far apart in corporeal world? It doesn't make a difference in our hearts.. The question is - Will there be a change of heart when the morrow dawns.. Or will all that has become, all come to naught?

Sanji came by @
8:03:00 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

Wasn't at home to blog so i did it in camp.

*missing pic*

i guess what goes missing should stay that way huh. it's good to see u online m'dear. i'm so sorry abt what happened but it couldnt be helped. u know how it felt like. we wasted so much time on that.. but im glad it cleared my doubts.. Dearies.. i do hope u'll gimme a reply soon again.. Cos i really really missed u. Im heartbroken to see u sad.. come back on soon.. =(

Sanji came by @
10:07:00 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2008

You've probably left alr. YOU DIDNT CALL ME! =(( I woke up earlier to call you time and time again but u didnt pick up. Sigh. So i guess the 3 years start from now huh, at 0800. I'll start counting down till u come back.. Dw, i'll wait for you. I'll look fwd to the days when i'll u online and to ur letters and emails. Love you baby..

I had a dream last night. I called and called u didnt answer. i assumed that u've left alr.. =/ then suddenly u sms-ed saying "sorry! i did my hw late into the night ytd, woke up specially to reply u." OMG, that was so sweet of u <3 i have the most interesting dreams.. rmb the one i told u ytd? abt rescuing u. XD

Sanji came by @
11:00:00 AM

Saturday, November 08, 2008

You called me last night and told me the news. For the first time in a long while, i felt tremendous sadness. Im not afraid to admit it.. Tears welled up and flowed. How long will i not be able to see you? 3 years. 3 WHOLE YEARS!! And it was so sudden. There wasn't even time to get u smth to rmb me for. I felt despair. I felt, i couldn't live on. Why does it have to come to this?!

Today's the last day till dont know when before i can hear ur voice again. You've called me twice today alr =) i'm glad u did cos i wanna savour every last moments with you. Looking fwd to ur call again l8r. <3

u dedicated this song to me:
Gareth Gates - Say it isn't so

*plays*

Sanji came by @
1:49:00 PM

Friday, November 07, 2008

im falling sick. been having cough since dont know when. say 2 weeks ago? It doesnt seem to get better.. geex. im missing you. it's just so hard to not think abt u. i have many teeny weeny wishes. But i've got them all joined up into one - i wish to spend more time with u. hope ur leg gets better!

Sanji came by @
11:03:00 PM

My FAV song on DJ Max. It's pretty easy to play. Good for practising my 6B skills. =)

another nice song which i enjoy playing. maybe one day if i get the chance i'll play for my dear sammmie =)

the third song i love playing on djmax!!

Sanji came by @
7:51:00 PM

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Don't you guys just love this adorable lil monster from the all famous Sesame Street! Maybe it's time to find out who's rlly behind Elmo eh?

Okay after u've known who is behind elmo, just appreciate how good this person is with making Elmo come alive.

Sanji came by @
10:59:00 PM

It's course END. i'm already staying out. The rest who havent passed are still there in camp. That includes Sylvester, William, YJ, psp buddies and cranky Sangeran. Kinda sad to leave them. They're really fun to be with.. Though it's not the end, we can still meet to go out or smth. =) All the best to everyone in 45!

-ah cute signing off.

Sanji came by @
10:55:00 PM

I met you in my dreams again! "Sammie? EH HIE!!!" Can't get you outta my head. It seems like we're meant to be. Time did not stop us, neither will it do so again. If there's someone who i will never forget, it'd be you. True enough, not even time was able to make me forget (although i'm really a forgetful person). I want to be there for you through your hardest time. I want to be there for you when you're down and when the sky falls down. I <3 u and that's always true. =)

Sanji came by @
12:51:00 PM

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

End of course is coming in 2 days time. Already brought back most of my stuff. Sigh. Gotta get their msn. Why does it always have to be like that!! blah..

Despite the latter, at least i know that one thing, or rather someone who will still stay with me throughout. You're always in my mind, in my heart. I know you said that you'll never leave but sometimes i just can't help feeling otherwise. There are times when there's a period of silence. Distracting myself was all i could do to curb my imagination. Things will be better won't it? Mes Ami, je t'aime.

Sanji came by @
10:28:00 PM

Sunday, November 02, 2008

HAHAHA! i got an early bookout on Fri cos i passed my class driving test! WAHAHAHA! Geex. Driving a class 4 vehicle is much easier than a class 3. Okay, maybe the vehicle im using sucks or smth luh. Next Wed then can stayout alr. Sianz eh. Gonna leave the Grp 45 peeps. =/

Sanji came by @
12:12:00 AM