Wednesday, October 01, 2008
First you say you won't, then you say you will
You keep me hanging on, while you're moving on
Standing still - - -, you got me all confused
- - -, you're killing me..
We got to talk a few days ago. It felt like ecstasy. Like i found something that i lost a long time ago. It felt good. At the same time, my mind was at war with myself. Part of me wanted to just embrace the feeling, another part of me warned me not to let down my defenses. True enough, when it happened, i wasnt as affected as i should've been.
Every night i cry myself to sleep
Thinking why does this happen to me
Why does every morning have to be so tough....
On a brighter note, i'm living a life i'm happy with. Perhaps it was a blessing in disguise after all. Just don't make conclusions so quickly. Try to stay happy always like how i used to. no point getting depressed right? it'll only make things worse. Hmms. I wonder what happened. Perhaps i should try later.
Sanji came by @
8:00:00 PM