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Sunday, September 28, 2008

So how it feels like to be studying again? GREAT! studying whole day isnt fun though. What i like is the kinda life im leading now. Studying for a bit, applying the stuff learnt now and LOTS OF ADMIN TIME. OTOT do anything we want. Where else can i find this kinda life?! Blah, having highway code test this tues. 6 wrong = fail. >.< i'll just try my best. Sometimes, life feels meaningless. It's like "okay been here done that. What other interesting things to do?" kinda feeling. oh whatever. see, that's why we must learn to create joy out of the simplest things. Perception of a certain grp of ppl has changed rather drastically. Sure enough, they may lack the discipline but they ARE fun to hang arnd with. ANW! HEROES SEASON 3 IS OUT! omg, i was watching the first 2 episodes just now. not bad.. alright, back to studying highway code. or rather, "memorising"? Ha.

Sanji came by @
6:55:00 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

It's sunday alr. Tml, 2 weeks of OJT starts. Hell weeks, as everyone describes. What makes it so tough is probably the lack of sleep? With so little rest, and probably lots of PT... i dont look fwd to it. Looking on a brighter note, i have the same guys going thru this, although it'd be better if everyone didnt post out and go thru it together.. plus.. i may be able to survive with lesser sleep next time.. bleah..

anyway, went out with some the guys from the company.. thought i saw you. there was this person who so resembled you that my heart skipped a beat again. if this goes on, i think one day i might die from skipping too many beats lol. anyway, going out with you guys was enjoyable... and i felt reluctant to see those who're passing out go away. i'm like gonna emo again..

smsed you today but you didnt reply so i didnt get anything for you because today was the last chance i could passs you a present since i'd be away for a long time. In case i don't get to say it to you, Abigail, Happy Birthday to you in advance! May you always live a blessed life. =)

had some time to go over thoughts again on the bus. just missed samantha.. things just had to go wrong. missed bmt mates.. we just had to separate. miss abby.. why wont u reply? will miss 15th FDC.. not with the best discipline but nevertheless it's fun to hang arnd with u guys. let's hope we get more nights off or meet up when we're clearing leave. go play LAN again. XD

Sanji came by @
9:05:00 PM

I saw you again. At another place this time. I didnt freeze like last time but i was still stunned. Once - coincidence, twice - too much of a coincidence, thrice - fate? Hmm.. If it happens again the third time, i swear i will just say hie.. maybe i'm thinking too much about this.. just like what sj said. it's like she's rlly discouraging me into this. perhaps it's for my own good. Perhaps..

Sanji came by @
2:37:00 AM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Finally passed out of the course. Had the graduation ceremony today. Played the course video that i made from all the pics and videos i've ever taken inside. It was quite unnerving to see my own video being played in front of everyone, including all the BIG people. lol. To my relief, everyone had commented that it was a good video. =DD This feels.. satisfying and ecstatically pleasing. looool. the last week of course was seriously fun and enjoyable, although i booked out the first few days to touch up on the video.. busy but it was all worth it. knowing at the last minute that most will be posting out, i feel.. sad. we had nights out on thurs and 10 of us went to play LAN for 3 hrs. It was fun!! fortunately, the ppl who're staying are those whom im on good terms with (im like on good terms with most ppl. -_-). i feel bad not knowing some of their names but they know mine.. i don't know everyone in the other platoon yet. they're the not so high profile ones arnd. hmm.. company outing on sunday. hope it'd be fun.

Sanji came by @
12:25:00 AM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

I walked, i saw you, my mind and heart froze. I wanted to call out to you and say hello but my mind refused to coordinate the simple actions! After not hearing from you all this while before this coincidence made me miss you so.. Still can't get over it, can't i? <3

Sanji came by @
1:22:00 AM