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Saturday, July 05, 2008

I don't really wanna go back for course. Part of it is like fear of the unknown, which is normal. Yes, i know i'll make new friends but... it feels different. Perhaps it's because of all the rumours of the course i'm in? Or maybe it's the length of time i'll be in training. So what's this.... feeling that's making me not want to go for the course?! After i got my posting on Thurs, i felt normal, perhaps even happy cos we've got an interesting and humourous lecturer/instructor. Then it was time to leave for our new "home". There was a sense of dreading of leaving, no more Burgess to entertain us. The bus ride was relatively quiet. We were tired. Then it was booking in. It seemed like a nice place. Got some unhappy happenings first, but it didnt concerned me. Got to put our stuff at some kinda bunk which doesnt look very welcoming. Dulled the mood. Sat and waited for instructions. Listened for RO. Got shouted at cos we didnt reply properly. Unpleasant. The quiet-ness was deafening. "Is everyday gonna be like this?". 2 familiar Sgts orientated us. More or less friendly cos we know them for 2 weeks alr. Slightly cheered. Book out. A bit happy. Took the bus to Eunos. Emo-ed on it cos she used to stay somewhere near. Alighted a few stops before interchange, walked to MRT. Reached there before the idiots on the bus did. Self-satisfied. Ride home, reached WS. Recruits crawling arnd. Amused. Got new flavour burst flavour- Green Apple. Happy, forgot that i have 10 wk course. Reached home, played. Relatively enjoyable. Agreed to meet up with abby the next day(today). Excited. *Day ends*

The only thing that was worth looking forward to was the rendezvous with abby to lend her my harddisk and perhaps bowling on sunday. Met up alr, went home alr. Now it's all blue again. Don't look forward to anything now. Cos once it comes and go, i'll be closer to being stuck in what seems like hell. Sighs.

Sanji came by @
10:32:00 PM