A few more hours to book in and i'm feeling down again. I wonder how everyone else is doing. I need some emo sessions back at bunk. Someplace i can just stone and gaze at the moon (if there is one) and think random stuff. Maybe elsewhere, they'll be doing the same thing too. I hope i get to talk to the sgts casually. like i said, they feel more close somehow. 5 days will pass fast...
didnt go bowling today. kinda disappointed. but that means i get more time on the com. kinda wasted the day away. played psp in the morning and defeated general beetapon. need to fight queen karma now. played sc with 2 other coms, defeat them all in 6.5 mins. Quite a feat. played with 3 coms, defeat them in 30 mins. CS-ed for the fun of it. was boring. i wonder why aren't you online. i just kinda missed u. i should get a bigger diary thingy soon so that i can write even MORE random things. I feel uneasy without a pen and paper arnd sometimes. can i pleeeeassseee have my p4s1 with meeeeeeeeee?
what am i doing now? stoning and looking around randomly in my house. i can't think of anything to do!! but once i leave the com for camp, it feels like i've got many things to do on the com. -_- i'm going crazzzzyyy... hey, my uniform looks rlly green and new. i wonder why the others are all furry. i wanna bring pictures into bunk, but im afraid the more i look at em, the more sad i become. =/ "It's my life" by Bon Jovi is rlly good. It would've made me go high, but all it's doing now is reminding me of recruit's night when we were all jumping madly arnd and grinding each other with wp4. I miss PS, PC, S2SC and of course S1SC! Let's just pray i'm the "lucky" one to get posted out after the course? Hang in there. I don't wanna live an army life, i just wanna live a simple life~
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