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Sunday, July 27, 2008

Thinking of what we're learning at the course, it's actually fun. One of the reasons why i want to enter command sch was because i'd get to learn these weapons. And here i am learning them. I guess it isn't too bad. Yet, i still prefer to go command sch! =(( i want power. i want to lead. talking to my bmt buddy now. long time no talk. oei smsed in the morning ask all of us out on sat. im looking forward to it. let's hope i get a friday bookout. >.< it'd be nice to see all wp4s1 again.
im addicted to a new song. check this out! it's really a nice melody...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dq5-L8hIwcI

i wish i can bring my mp3 in.. i need music like these.. been relying on radio to quench my thirst for music. >.<

Sanji came by @
6:37:00 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

didn't go bowling today again. damn im missing the sport alr! dont feel too bad abt booking in and not going bowling today. i got to rest and just slack on the com. do anything that i needed to do. well there are things which i need to do but im just kinda lazy to do em. so my day today wasnt as productive as last week's. stopped playing games from 5, bathed. so im just settling some admin stuff and thinking of the things that i wanted to do. hmm. what a boring entry this is. if only i can get some music into camp. music that i like. ah. i think i should bring in a radio. wonder who's the dj for the 7pm+ show on 98.7.

Sanji came by @
5:48:00 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Okaay, finished watching this week's episodes of bleach and dgrayman. Read the manga also. After watching dgray's episode 92, i've been searching for the music that was being played by the antagonist. It's a pleasant piece of music! Well now i realise that other dgray songs are also good. apart from the doubt and trust. hopefully i can find "the Musician's Score". i think that's the title. >.<

Sanji came by @
11:45:00 PM

i wonder if im going bowling tml.. sigh. it's book in day tml alr. however, next week's activities seem like fun. hopefully it 's fun. i guess most of the commanders in there are nice if u're good. if only everyone shares the same thinking and do everything right. =/ been playing the whole day. hot. ben's prolly leading a good life now. heard he RO 7pm. tsk. waiting for a game to start here. i wanna enjoy this weekend. let's hope u come online..

Sanji came by @
8:16:00 PM

yay booked out! ytd night was pretty fun i guess. some of us stayed up abit l8r to talk. Random stuff luh. Say uhm. Ghost stories, magic and all. I'd say that some of the stories told were.. scary and haunting. well, all need is a clear mind to handle these stuff >.< this week wasnt so bad. i cant wait to go for live range. i know i can get my marksmanship. That's a whole 200 dollars! can get like 400 mac ice cream cones. =Dim so gonna exceed for my phone bill again. damned hw took up all the rest of my remaining talktime. =/ kinda tired. got only like 3-4 hrs of sleep. booked out later than the expected timing cos some idiots screwed things up.

Sanji came by @
5:36:00 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

A few more hours to book in and i'm feeling down again. I wonder how everyone else is doing. I need some emo sessions back at bunk. Someplace i can just stone and gaze at the moon (if there is one) and think random stuff. Maybe elsewhere, they'll be doing the same thing too. I hope i get to talk to the sgts casually. like i said, they feel more close somehow. 5 days will pass fast...

didnt go bowling today. kinda disappointed. but that means i get more time on the com. kinda wasted the day away. played psp in the morning and defeated general beetapon. need to fight queen karma now. played sc with 2 other coms, defeat them all in 6.5 mins. Quite a feat. played with 3 coms, defeat them in 30 mins. CS-ed for the fun of it. was boring. i wonder why aren't you online. i just kinda missed u. i should get a bigger diary thingy soon so that i can write even MORE random things. I feel uneasy without a pen and paper arnd sometimes. can i pleeeeassseee have my p4s1 with meeeeeeeeee?

what am i doing now? stoning and looking around randomly in my house. i can't think of anything to do!! but once i leave the com for camp, it feels like i've got many things to do on the com. -_- i'm going crazzzzyyy... hey, my uniform looks rlly green and new. i wonder why the others are all furry. i wanna bring pictures into bunk, but im afraid the more i look at em, the more sad i become. =/ "It's my life" by Bon Jovi is rlly good. It would've made me go high, but all it's doing now is reminding me of recruit's night when we were all jumping madly arnd and grinding each other with wp4. I miss PS, PC, S2SC and of course S1SC! Let's just pray i'm the "lucky" one to get posted out after the course? Hang in there. I don't wanna live an army life, i just wanna live a simple life~

Sanji came by @
5:13:00 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Was SMS-ing Lu abt what i did today. Come to think of it, i did make use of the time to do many things i wanted to do.
1) Defeat General Scorpiton on my PSP
2) Try every new flavour of Mac's Flavour Burst.
3) Went to TM to savour beef and blood.
4) Look at girls.
5) Emo
6) Check out my blog and post.
7) Play some games.

Then when i was bathing. Hey. I tried to make my Sat meaningful. Could i possibly to the same in camp? Make the week meaningful? I COULD try to get some of them to stop smoking... I could greet the sgts more often and talk to them. I feel like i'm closer and related to them. Perhaps it's a feeling between ppl from the same level? Like there's something common between us. A kinship. -_- Ok i gotta scan my diary again.

Sanji came by @
10:43:00 PM

Have started to update the other blogs again. Learnsg and blueberry. Why? Cos it seems like the only other thing which i can really look forward for something to happen. I don't know if they'll be of any help but they're created meant to provide help. Anyone, just go take a look if u want alright? If u're looking for something to do, maybe the blueberry blog may give u something to do. Learnsg is more like a learning sorta place to pick up anything new or perhaps to revise/look up some concepts u've learnt in sch. Quicklink:
Blueberry blog

Learning blog

Yes i know blueberry sounds stupid but it was the only other random name i could think up of. Heck it alright. Uhm, if u wanna contribute to the learning blog, u're free to also.

Sanji came by @
8:24:00 PM

It's the first bookout from my new course. Still feeling emo. Well actually, have been ok for 2 days, Thurs and Fri. Now it's emo again. Booking again tml. I don't wanna go back. From the rumours and all, it's not gonna be easy plus the people around. The superiors to be exact. They aren't the nicest ppl arnd, in fact, quite the opposite. That makes things doubly worse. Got no music of my own to listen to. Got freaking lots of mosquitoes. Can easily get 10 bites within 5 mins. Accumulated a total of 30+ bites when i get home. And that place is freaking inconvenient. Food's ok. Fan above me isnt working well. Sigh. I've always been lucky in my perspective. Why am i posted there? Or perhaps the rumours are false and everything is just a veil to get us going? Hope so. Even after completing the course, it seems like it's gonna be damn DAMN boring and tiring. It'd seem so much easier to just lie down and sleep away...................

Sanji came by @
8:18:00 PM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

I don't really wanna go back for course. Part of it is like fear of the unknown, which is normal. Yes, i know i'll make new friends but... it feels different. Perhaps it's because of all the rumours of the course i'm in? Or maybe it's the length of time i'll be in training. So what's this.... feeling that's making me not want to go for the course?! After i got my posting on Thurs, i felt normal, perhaps even happy cos we've got an interesting and humourous lecturer/instructor. Then it was time to leave for our new "home". There was a sense of dreading of leaving, no more Burgess to entertain us. The bus ride was relatively quiet. We were tired. Then it was booking in. It seemed like a nice place. Got some unhappy happenings first, but it didnt concerned me. Got to put our stuff at some kinda bunk which doesnt look very welcoming. Dulled the mood. Sat and waited for instructions. Listened for RO. Got shouted at cos we didnt reply properly. Unpleasant. The quiet-ness was deafening. "Is everyday gonna be like this?". 2 familiar Sgts orientated us. More or less friendly cos we know them for 2 weeks alr. Slightly cheered. Book out. A bit happy. Took the bus to Eunos. Emo-ed on it cos she used to stay somewhere near. Alighted a few stops before interchange, walked to MRT. Reached there before the idiots on the bus did. Self-satisfied. Ride home, reached WS. Recruits crawling arnd. Amused. Got new flavour burst flavour- Green Apple. Happy, forgot that i have 10 wk course. Reached home, played. Relatively enjoyable. Agreed to meet up with abby the next day(today). Excited. *Day ends*

The only thing that was worth looking forward to was the rendezvous with abby to lend her my harddisk and perhaps bowling on sunday. Met up alr, went home alr. Now it's all blue again. Don't look forward to anything now. Cos once it comes and go, i'll be closer to being stuck in what seems like hell. Sighs.

Sanji came by @
10:32:00 PM

Friday, July 04, 2008

ARGH! I've finally completed my course and now it's another course for the same vocation under a different unit. It's 10 weeks stay in. Like wtf? Another BMT? Or rather AMT. -_- I'm not gonna get my daily dosage of ice cream from Macs. I can't come online and slack and talk to ppl. I WILL NEED A NEW DIARY. Good for those who're interested in reading it. Lol. Don't know who my new bunkies will be yet but somehow, i think they'll never be as good as WP4S1! So thinking of spending 10 weeks there without wp4s1 is actually depressing. Now i can understand how zroei they all might feel being confined 3 weeks in camp. Sigh. We're all sitting there silent and then there's this guy who just came in admin and blasted at us. Well, we're partially at fault though. That just gives us a depressing mood abt next week and the next 9 more weeks or so. Sigh. Im gonna go into depression again. Why... The tough training better give me better pay and rank. Hmph. I dont care if that means another course for the rank. It's still better than standing all day at some gate for the next 1.5 years. Oh well. To Zroei, SY and HK! JY FOR ANOTHER WEEK AND U"LL BE BOOKING OUT! don't be depressed alr. (sounds so much easier to say it -_-)

Sanji came by @
11:47:00 PM